Ok back to normality now, kind of... Been working but made the mistake or not so much of one of going over to copenhagen to see Nick and i got to see the nice side of him again which was great but it just confused me more as i was planning to dump him and he was so sweet. Damn men! Also i met someone else who's cute and funny but maybe a bit too clingy and i dont need that plus now Nick has changed i think i would feel too much guilt if i slept with someone else. I really wish i could be a cold person would make life so much easier.

Spent NYE getting drunk and spending money i dont really have as this is an expensive time of year and i kinda didnt put enough money in my bank to pay my rent as i dont have it. I need to find some more work.

The guy who i was going to do some escorting for is annoying the shit out of me he thinks i'm his fucking agony aunt now or something! Its driving me crazy... and to top it off he wants to be my rent boy now, what a fucking freak!

Arrrggghhh this time of year fucking sucks!